Friday, January 27, 2006
And my health insurance doesn't cover psychiatric drugs
The past few days have not been good. I'm tired. The boy is tired - and worse, he's frustrated because of his tiredness. I just got my period (happy dance that I'm not pregnant) and the hormones gave me a migraine last night and I've felt like all I want to do is cry for the past two days. I feel guilty because I need to do some freelance work but I 1) don't have time since the boy can't decide when he wants to sleep or for how long and 2) I really don't want to do it. Maybe once I get after it, I'll feel better about it. The damn people finishing up the construction in the apartment complex are so freaking loud I can't stand it. They are loud during the day. The upstairs neighbors are loud at night. I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE. We have got to join a play group or something. The boy is afraid of other kids and I think it is from lack of exposure and I am going batty in this apartment with just the two of us. I love my son desperately, but he isn't much of a conversationalist.Favor - send me good vibes or pray for me or whatever. I need all the help I can get because my health insurance doesn't cover psychiatric drugs.